September 2007

Hello to the Heart Friend programmer and all of the FEBC team,

I haven't written to you for a very long time now because I still have a lot of problems in my life. I haven't been able to take care of all of them yet. That's the matter of my wife leaving me and going off with another man; and the problem of debts, and my own physical problem. I am resting and recovering at present. I was hospitalized to have a new hip replacement due to it's bone deterioration. If I didn't have it done I wouldn't be able to walk properly and it would continue to be painful. Two years ago I had the operation on my left hip. It was at that time that my wife abandoned me and took a new husband. At the beginning of Sept this year I went for the right hip operation and am recovering. The doctor doesn't let me go anywhere much yet, but if I walk I have to use a cane. I am alone and my 2 children are doing further studies in Bangkok. Another one works in Bangkok. So it's lonely not being able to go anywhere. I can drive now. So I can write now because the distance from my home is 18 km from the post office. I would like to ask for the booklet from your program so that I can have some overcoming victory in my life. I will write again

Nakhorn Sawan Province

Greetings to the team of the Heart Friend program,

I trust you are all well. I am writing my first letter to you. (have had phone calls - Ed) I thank all of you. I have received the booklets and the Bible Correspondence lessons. Thank you for sending me such good books to read. I got a lot of good ideas from them and also I now know myself better than before too. I am more adult in my thinking now. And it is also fun to read good books. At this time, I, myself, am feeling I am alone in this world, with no-one who understands me. I am desperately lonely. Sometimes when I meet a problem, I can't face it. Sometimes I think I will commit suicide. Thinking like this is wrong, isn't it? I have only thought about it but not attempted because I am not brave. I have asked myself, why am I afraid? Why can't I even take care of myself with suicide? I want to get the victory over this problem. I want to stop thinking like this. What can I do? Ever since I was born I haven't ever managed well, but failed in every problem. Now I don't even know what I want or which path way of life I can go from here. Every corner of my life is dark and I haven't found the way out yet. I don't want to be like this. Living like this is like I don't have any value and everything is worthless. What should I do? Thank you to all the Team at FEBC for reading my letter and sending me good books and advice. May you keep this program on for ever!

Ubol Rachathani Province

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